if i played you like a toy, sometimes i wish i can act like a boy.

aye, i 'removed' my other blog cos it seemed dumb to me.

perhaps this blog will seem dumb to me as well?

never know, now i feel burdened yet i don't want to face it.

how do i possibly find 10kSGD in less than a week?

steal? land myself in fucking shit? nobody can help.

and some don't even want to help.

humans are insensitive and beasts by nature.

i went job hunting today at fareast plaza.

hope i get one to tide over hard times (everyday seems like a hard day tho.)

life is just a period of torture, where are the painkillers?

i miss you, so bad.

to you, i don't think i exist.

you're so inconsistent.

maybe i should dig up my 'A Midsummer night's dream' book for more descriptions to describe how i feel about you?

i just hope that one day you'll finally realise that i really care and that all those things you don't want me to do, i didn't do them.

i hope you'll trust me.