UGH.

it's taking its toll on me.
why keep up that false facade?
so enervating.
if only i had the imperium.

yes i'm manic depressive.
i think i'm misanthropic.
maybe a little narcisst.

perhaps it was a little something faux pas?
to yearn for something and yet when you get it you just don't want it anymore.
simple greed.
human nature irks me.
those imbeciles.

every living thing lives to die.
i've come to a cul-de-sac.
i just wanna wait to die.
there's just too little humanity left in this degenerating world.

if you have a heart, yeah, show me the way to live.
:)
all those vices will be my sole solace for now.
& perhaps just those few friends.
don't get me wrong, i still love them.
& darling i don't want to lose you.

Just Fucking Screw Life.